I wanted to go out and celebrate my graduation last night. I thought my friends were all down for it. But it turned out: some made plans with others, somegot too drunk the night before, some were just to tired and stayed home. Next thing I know I have no one to spend my graduation night with. I was totally bummed so I called my married friend, Sara, who still likes to party. She and her husband were having friends over and had got a hold of a free keg. I decided to head over there. The thing is I have learned not just last night, but lost of nights, that I can't rely on anyone but myself. Sometimes I don't even trust my friends. They aren't reliable, even my best friends. Maybe I'm just outgrowing them. I think if I had had a guy in my life then he would have been there with me. I would not have been alone last night.
In the end I had a blast at Sara's house. Plus a friend of her's that I have had a crush on for years is newly single. I spent some time hanging out with him. We were the only smokers in the group so we did spend some time outside alone together.
Always- LSG
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Being single rocks. You can do what you want, when you want it, without consequence.
ReplyDeleteI'm very independent, but I miss having someone to rely on sometimes too. Someone to share stuff - the good times and the bad.
Sometimes being single sucks.
I love being single too. I just feel alone sometimes. We all do.
ReplyDeleteSounds like you have the best of both Worlds. You get the regular sex, without the hassle of commitment.
ReplyDeleteSounds ideal :-)
I don't know that I would say regular sex. Sometimes John and I don't talk for like a week or two. Right now we are not talking since I kind of annoyed him with the whole feelings thing again last time I saw him.
ReplyDeleteOmg I'm sorry you had to spend your graduation night alone. I invited pretty much no one to my graduation, but I spent my grad evening with my fam--whether I wanted to or not!!!
ReplyDeleteI didn't actually spend it alone. When none of my friends wanted to hang out I called my married friend. I hung out with her, her husband and their friends. They are pretty cool people.
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